dear lonely..

“It’s nice to be real, to embrace and express what you feel, to be thankful and appreciative of everything you have in the present. Unlike being unsatisfied all the time, even when you have something that other people hope for themselves. Your future will always be a search for something you already have, or just in case, you once had.”

- mishi, 111910

Try mo.

I shouldn’t let myself be confused. It meant n-o-t-h-i-n-g.

Says my mind. Hmm, that didn’t felt quite right :/

Maybe I should just get some rest. Mornight~

tingin ko, mas okay pa na matigas ulo mo kasi in love ka, kasi may chance pa na mabago mo yun. kesa naman sa mga taong natural na matigas ang ulo. kahit anung gawin mo at sabihin mo, kahit alam naman nila ang tama sa mali, nakikipag tigasan pa lalo, ndi na natuto.. tsk.

you can say “we’ve come a long way” or “we’ve been through thick and thin, in good times and bad”.. something that’s highly honored. but disregarded. ignored. or rejected outright. how ironic :)

‘Cause not everyone can give countless chances, forgive and trust you despite it all, just so they could still have you in their life. To them, if not for you, you are still important. Else, don’t be surprised.

When I have a daughter, and if she has a special dedication to a certain band, artist, and if by any chance, they live miles away from us, I will legit buy plane tickets and take my kid to wherever the fuck her future husband lives. I will take her to meetings. Buy her merch. Fangirl with her. Because I know what it feels like to have your world falling apart when you can’t meet the person you’d die for. And my daughter won’t feel that way. I won’t let her feel that way. Nope.

This goes for my future son too :’)

• Thinking of a Halloween inspired photo of mine for this year.. Got inspired with one of my FB friends.

• Which of my blog topics in mind to work on first..

• What time I’ll arrive at the office later..

• What time will I arrive at the MoMo Manila after office..

Time to clear my mind lol. Goodnight world! :D